Its tempting. That persistent pull during stressful moments and amidst the chaos of motherhood. When it seems you’re treading water just to make it through the day, yearning for bedtime to finally come for a brief respite from life’s ever-rushing flow. It whispers in the mundane as I fold yet another load of laundry and look at the messy room that was clean just moments before.
“I can’t wait for this season to be over.”
I have found myself wrestling with this tug to look more towards tomorrow than enjoy whatever is held in today. Don’t get me wrong. I absolutely ADORE my children! I’m beyond grateful that I’m able to stay home to raise them in these small years. What a blessing to have a home to keep and a full fridge of food to prepare. All gifts. All luxuries. All able to wear me out more than I’d like to admit. Motherhood has proven thus far the most refining role I’ve held yet. Sacrifice. Selflessness. Patience. So much patience. ‘Tis not a glamorous job but oh so worthwhile.
As I’ve wrestled with this pull during today’s struggles to be more eager for tomorrow’s elusive ease, the Lord continues to bring this passage to mind. Oh how I need it!
“Whatever you do, do your work heartily, as for the Lord rather than for me, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance. It is the Lord Christ whom you serve.” (Colossians 3.23-24)
Whatever you do. Whatever. Whether folding laundry for the millionth time or cleaning another dirty diaper or putting down the book that you’d really like the chance to read to give your child a needed hug, do it ALL for the glory of God. When tomorrow’s dreams feel like they lay on the back burner in order to accomplish the needs of today, work at today’s tasks as unto the Lord. Rather than hoping this season will quickly pass because of my own shortcomings and impatience, I ought embrace the gift of today that He has given me. After all, the whole of life is a sum of todays. If I spend it all looking towards the tomorrows rather than embracing the now, I will have squandered it all.
Jim Elliot once said, “Wherever you are, be all there.” In other words, bloom where you are planted. That is my hope, my prayer, the lesson I continue to struggle in learning. When the tugging comes to wish away the present struggles for tomorrow, may I remember that it is the Lord Jesus whom I serve. May I work at all before me as working unto Him, knowing if this is the season He has for me, then it is for a good purpose and I can trust Him in it. After all, today is but a wisp, here for a moment and then gone forever. May I be found faithful in His sight. May I bloom where I’ve been planted.